Healing takes time and lots of energy I've found. Funny how quickly I forget. Once the injury is healed the memeory of pain and suffering are removed to the back of my mind.
I'm sure this is an automatic response that everyone experiences. The mind has to protect itself from constant messages of that sort once the injury is healed.
It's the inner pain and suffering I had to work through. I though that forgiving those who I perceived as needing forgiveness would help me move past the sorrow of losing a dear friend. It did, but only so far. I found that I had to forgive MYSELF too.
I'm still sad that my friend is no longer my friend and I miss him, but time has helped me to realize he's still in all the good memories and I don't want to lose them.
Life is so precious that I can't worry about the past. I can savor the good memories, but the bad need to be left in the detrious pile to compost into the fertile soil of the future. ..(LOL, what an anology)
Each new day brings it's new pains and giggles. They're what let me know that I'm alive. If there's no suffering how do we know when it's gone? New days are GOOD DAYS so far.
Lucy is my love and Silver girl my passion. ...Bon Ton Roulette!
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